Ken Caminiti

“I was scared to play without it. I felt like I had to have it.”

“For me, it's a living hell. It's a nightmare that doesn't end. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.”

“I'd come into spring training 30 pounds heavier and hit the ball a mile. But the body has a price to pay, and I'm paying it now.”

“It's no secret what I did. I've been a steroid user for a lot of years. And it's not like I'm the only one.”

“At first I felt like a cheater. But I looked around, and everybody was doing it.”

“The stuff I did, I did to myself. I wasn't hurting anybody else.”

“I hope this helps some people, that they don't have to go through what I went through.”

“I've made a lot of mistakes. I don't think I'm a bad person. But I'm not a role model.”